"Maybe...Who knows."

"Maybe...Who knows."

What a good answer.

What a perfect answer enough to completely break my heart.

Perfect.

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Just imagine, if you were me in switched position.

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You totally broke mine, again.

Again.

Okay, you turned down my call, again.

Okay, I couldn't talk to the last and the only person I wanted to talk to, again.

Okay, I feel devastated, again.

Okay, again.

.

Okay, okay.

Fine.

Thanks.

I don't even worth for 5 minutes in your life.

I don't even know that's the actual reality.

I don't even know what to do next.

Maybe, learn from you?

I have no idea.

Save me lord.

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Maybe, it's way beyond the line.

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Apparently, it's only from me.

It's really hard to build this bridge, really, really hard.

And again, I just wanna give up whilst I won't do that deep down in my heart.

Never.

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Love, is supposed to be like that?

Again, I have no idea.


I just know that, you clearly want me to leave you alone, or don't want any of my existences.

中招了.

找回了 Dream Of Olwen 的琴譜們,

真高興.

很想快點回家練,

再 彈 給 妳 聽.

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看到妳手繞著他手, 內心痛不欲生.

看到他手繞著妳腰, 內心破碎萬分.

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不知從何時開始, 這樣感覺又回到我身邊.

嗯, 這種只會對著喜歡的人才有反應的感覺.

即, 例, 每當看到她與其他男孩一齊就會唔抵得個種緊張.

你會緊張她, 想知道她的一舉一動.

你會想著她, 無時無刻也想打給她.

或許, 這是人們常稱的中招啦.

真神奇, 世界恍忽可從絕望游到彼岸, 充 滿 希 望 ..

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我緊張妳, 想知道妳的一舉一動.

我想著妳, 無時無刻也想打給妳.

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中招了.

I was born to love you

星期四, 週四.

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今天早上, 我又為了報大學的事宜而變得十分煩燥.
所以, 好像每一樣東西也十分不順利的.
再加上昨夜的惡夢, 對不起, 我要散散心.

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一路在巴士上, 我聽著音樂, 想起我們的事.
不聽快歌, 只聽柔歌.
柔歌的共通點是, 大部分也屬於情歌.
歌詞離不開 Love Love 與 Love.
對, Love.
Phoebe, 我兩之間有 Love 嗎?
我很想有, 我真的很想有.
因為, 妳始終是我深心的的她, 深心中的女孩.

我曾經很想開口請求妳,
給我一次機會對妳好, 照顧妳一生一世.
但始終, 我亦想三口六面對妳說.
所以, 妳要等我, 我會等妳,
來年二月也好, 四月也好, 什至五月高考完也好,
我也會爭取機會對妳好, 對妳如珠兼如寶.

浪漫的句子我不懂打了,
嘻,
I love you.

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Once in the middle, there was a song.
Sarah Connor - Just One Last dance.

Alright, I admit that I thought about that Christmas Ball.
Ai, Sorry again.

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This is the actual song that I wanna talk about.

Queen - I Was Born To Love You

I was born to love you
With every single beat of my heart
Yes, I was born to take care of you
Every single day...

I was born to love you
With every single beat of my heart
Yes, I was born to take care of you
Every single day of my life

You are the one for me
I am the man for you
You were made for me
You're my ecstasy
If I was given every opportunity
I'd kill for your love

So take a chance with me
Let me romance with you
I'm caught in a dream
And my dream's come true
It's so hard to believe
This is happening to me
An amazing feeling
Coming through

I wanna love you
I love every little thing about you
I wanna love you, love you, love you
Born - to love you
Born - to love you
Yes I was born to love you
Born - to love you
Born - to love you
Every single day - of my life
An amazing feeling
Coming through

Yes I was born to love you
Every single day of my life

Go, I love you babe
Yes I was born to love you
I wanna love you, love you, love you
I wanna love you
I get so lonely, lonely, lonely
Yeah, I want to love you
Yeah, give it to me


,

So take a chance with me
Let me romance with you

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我們也是週四人 :)

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Love you Phoebe.

怕

只剩下這處.
那就打這處.

菲, 妳知嗎? 我越來越害怕.

我害怕, 妳會變.
我害怕, 妳會不理會我.
我害怕, 妳會被其他男孩搶去.
我害怕, 妳終會有天會離我而去.
我害怕, 妳會不再與我共用網誌.
我害怕, 妳與妳舊男友會舊情復熾.
我害怕, 妳是為了我的感受而不告訴我真正的內情.


妳曾經問過我, 我是否疑妳的定力.
為什麼妳會這樣問我? 我有資格嗎? 我究竟在妳心中, 是誰.

富貴門中, 主角呂良偉與戚美珍夫妻關係每況月下, 為什麼?
一個自把自為, 一個太大男人, 一個太顧對方感受, 一個定力不足.
最終, 一拍兩散.

我不想, 我不想走到這地步.
雖然現階段, 妳只是當我好朋友看待, 但, 我早已視妳如命根了.

我很害怕, 我很害怕.
我的心在流淚, 我的心在傾淚.

不打了, 大概, 我被病魔徹底打敗, 被細菌徹底擊退.
病從口入, 禍從口出. 真的嗎?
如果真的把妳的病轉嫁於我, 我心甘命抵.

菲, 我真的很害怕.
不要離我而去.